Tuesday, October 12
today was one of the most suckiest day tt i ever had... lotsa ups & down... my day started wif a super-duper-spirit-dampening-shite...
reached sch about 8:04am but i was supposed to reached at 8a, but it's alrite... had to wait till 8:40+ before going in to be confronted... i was petrified, i did not wanna be expelled and become a burden to my parents. i dun wanna repeat any module, i dun wanna be left all alone as a online student when all my peeps are doing their tep... oh gosh... i felt so damn stressed, helpless & stupid...
i then went home wif a heavy heart dragging each and every single step that i took... wanna thank zuz for his comforting words... i reached home n was online chatting wif zuz n xx before i fell asleep on the sofa lor... woke up around 3 + then had to bathe april so i was about half an hr later than zuz n my supposedly meeting time... but he's late too so it's alrite la...
then went to sch's fj to makan... ate tomato ban mian, din hav much appetite n i still stuffed myself lor... *sMaCk mYsElF* then was on the way to guitar lessons and saw xiaotou outside mac there... travelled about 500m before losing sight of him again... damned... shouldn't hav seen him in sch, made mi missed him more... but kinda glad tt i saw him too... other than the guitar lessons and seeing him in sch, my day was realli sucky... right zuz?
but i dun'ch realli catch wat xiao tou's saying on his blog... it scares mi though, but i guess it's alright lor... at most i'll jus try withdraw him outta my life... i bet he doesn't even noe tt there's a gal having a huge crush on him...
then was surfing friendster jus now n saw tt alot of pple hav so much testimonials lor... mine is so pathetically few... so i left testimonials for my peeps hoping tt they can return mi one too... lol...
i feel so sucky now... there's onli how many hours left before my biz law paper n i haben even started mugging lor... i wanna go somewhere quiet where i can concentrate on mugging & nothing else... i wanna go sch library but i can't find any company... so so pathetic... this thur after the paper will be going mugging wif ming n zuz... not exactly mugging though as i wan them to teach mi efma & bf...
i hope tt i won't come online tml... i need the time to mug my biz law lec notes... there's like a mountain full of stuff to remember lor... let's gambatte together k... yeah! =^_^=
reached sch about 8:04am but i was supposed to reached at 8a, but it's alrite... had to wait till 8:40+ before going in to be confronted... i was petrified, i did not wanna be expelled and become a burden to my parents. i dun wanna repeat any module, i dun wanna be left all alone as a online student when all my peeps are doing their tep... oh gosh... i felt so damn stressed, helpless & stupid...
i then went home wif a heavy heart dragging each and every single step that i took... wanna thank zuz for his comforting words... i reached home n was online chatting wif zuz n xx before i fell asleep on the sofa lor... woke up around 3 + then had to bathe april so i was about half an hr later than zuz n my supposedly meeting time... but he's late too so it's alrite la...
then went to sch's fj to makan... ate tomato ban mian, din hav much appetite n i still stuffed myself lor... *sMaCk mYsElF* then was on the way to guitar lessons and saw xiaotou outside mac there... travelled about 500m before losing sight of him again... damned... shouldn't hav seen him in sch, made mi missed him more... but kinda glad tt i saw him too... other than the guitar lessons and seeing him in sch, my day was realli sucky... right zuz?
but i dun'ch realli catch wat xiao tou's saying on his blog... it scares mi though, but i guess it's alright lor... at most i'll jus try withdraw him outta my life... i bet he doesn't even noe tt there's a gal having a huge crush on him...
then was surfing friendster jus now n saw tt alot of pple hav so much testimonials lor... mine is so pathetically few... so i left testimonials for my peeps hoping tt they can return mi one too... lol...
i feel so sucky now... there's onli how many hours left before my biz law paper n i haben even started mugging lor... i wanna go somewhere quiet where i can concentrate on mugging & nothing else... i wanna go sch library but i can't find any company... so so pathetic... this thur after the paper will be going mugging wif ming n zuz... not exactly mugging though as i wan them to teach mi efma & bf...
i hope tt i won't come online tml... i need the time to mug my biz law lec notes... there's like a mountain full of stuff to remember lor... let's gambatte together k... yeah! =^_^=
posted by van3 at 11:51:00 PM
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