i like to work. work keeps me busy, let me learn, gain lots of knowledge, and most importantly, provide me with moolah. $$$

i am having serious thoughts of stepping into the workforce, prematurely, as some would say. i do not know if i should wait 1 year and try to apply for a placing in the local uni or apply for a place in a oversea uni, or maybe i should jus work and study years later when i desire to study again. but, by then i would hav been too old to study already, no?

i know i lack the guts to go overseas, i hav too much to let go. there's just so much that i need to sacrifice that i did not even want to consider overseas education as an option. i also don't wish to be so far away from home.

if i were to enter the workforce now (though i'm already half inside), i might get drifted apart from george. there's just so much to consider.

i guess that, deep down inside my heart, i've already decided. i want to study again.

then there'll be new questions arising. where? what?
where should i study?
what should i study?
i'll try to apply for a placing in the business sch of nus & ntu.

if i were to get rejected, which i hope not. i'll then apply for sim or monash uni in s'pore?

zao zhi jin ri, he bi dang chu.
if i had known my situation today, i wouldn't have done wat i did. or would i still take the same steps? i do not know and i don't wish to find out.

yi han - regrets, regrets in life. humanity.