damn you & your jealousy. y can't you jus control your jealousy? every goddamn fucking girl you also wanna be jealous about, jus wat is wrong wif you?

first, it was a for god's sake, she already left singapore and went overseas to study already lor. y can't you take the fact that she is just his ex-crush, a EX-CRUSH. someone who's out of his life now, having her added on his msn doesn't mean that they anything to do with each other. SHE DOESN'T EVEN FANCY YOUR BOYFRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE. GET OVER IT!!!

secondly, there's s. even though she did admitted that she did had a crush on your boyfriend, she's YOUR FRIEND. HELLO?! she won't touch your boyfriend, she doesn't have the guts to. don't you even trust your own friend? your boyfriend is damn fed-up with you talking about her and him together, and after talking about it for more than 1 year, ain't you tired at all? GET OVER IT!!!

thirdly, what is it about s the colleague that made you so jealous? SHE'S MARRIED LOR!!! if there's something going on between her and your boyfriend, she invited him to her wedding for wat fuck? she told your boyfriend to help her buy teh-o coz it's along the way, wat's the big deal? she even told him that he msged her wrongly when he sent the msg to her instead of you, how could there be anything going on between them? GET OVER IT!!!

LASTLY, if you continue to behave so childishly and not trusting your boyfriend, then don't be together alright? you're only hurting him more and more with your insensitive and childish ways. get over it alright? sometimes, you are deluding yourself when you say you love him so much so much so much and yet not trusting him wholeheartedly, why is it all pretense? where has all your trust went to? hope that you'll be able to change, and learn to trust and love.

for your, for him.