did this skin over yday and today's am till jus now then finally decided nothing to be changed anymore le la...

so ma fan de... buay tahan myself too lor... hehe...

sherri even said huh?! today still doing blog huh?

haha... okie la, i veri ma fan mah... always wan nice nice laio then okie de lor...

k le, i go learn flash liao... wif ming... ^___^ SwOOsh....

my com is kinda ku-ku nowadays, i dunno wat's the damn problem wif it and i dun hav the money to fix it... tt's y haben blogged for sho sho long... now i'm at maxim's place to blog, he's sleeping and snoring like a pig now...


anyways... for the past week, so much things had happened while i was busy working... i felt so outta world... being seriously buried in work is not funni lor... it's TIRING!!! like damn tiring... i need more breather... veron, acc mi go swimming again soon k.... hehe... i need to be in the arms of water again to re-energise myself, especially since sch is staring soon when my peeps are graduating.... *cRiEs* i've got no life... sobs...

nevermind... veron ah, u promised mi to go jian fei, running, swimming wif u after ur a level... hor? hehe... georgie, i tink u also need to acc mi go running le... coz u damn free and need to train up before ur army begins... hehe... *bLeAh*

HEY PEEPS!!! i tink i hav i've gotten over xiao tou alreadi... he's jus a cute, nice looking piece of beefcake tt i'm having had a crush on.... the feelings is jus not reel or real at all... though he's realli the kinda man tt i've always wanted, a dream shall remain as a dream... ^_^ besides, i've got men who r at my beck and call now... wahaha... apparently, i tink there's onli 1 man not men la... but who cares?! *wInKs*

i guess i'll be back blogging again when i hav the time or com available... *cHiAoZ*

wheee.....

i tink i can enjoy my sunday tml later.. most probably will be watching movie & go out wif maxim... but i feel so tired now... i seriously need a gd long sleep... ohmigosh... i'm so tired...

i worked for 46+hrs for four days, CONTINUOUSLY !!! *sMaCkS*
i need some sleep.... like NOW !!!

chiaoz... wahaha...

lala land, HERE I COME !!!!! wheee.......

i felt so happy that i can't go to sleep now... coz now, i'm eating my milk chocolate cookies & cream hershey bar... (it's 2 for $2 now, seben-elevy having promotion!) wahaha... & i'm drinking aloe vera Qoo too... (mummy bought it) wahahahaha... i felt deprived of my gd blogging habits... so i'm back in action & BLOGGED a long blog though i dunno how many bothered bloggies reader actually read my blog but i jus felt tt i wanna blog so i jus come to blog a long blog !!! blogger come bloggie to blog !!! wahahahaha... i'm bored...


i tink i've begun to enjoy my job more and more...

the reason is... there's fitness first upstairs of seben-elevy... meaning, there's beefy guys (some r quite CUTE!!!) coming to the store to buy stuff... *dRooLs* i like it... lol...


anyways, today i worked frm 2.47pm till 11.30++pm lor... so much extra overtime man... kaoz... i damn tired le but still gotta do lor... coz i haben do pick up, closing, and count the service items... -_-""" i reached home about coming 1 AM... ARGH...

and i'm the one manning the cashier the whole day !!! *pRoUdS* okie, other than my dinner break okie... then ernie, my supervisor, did stock up mainly as there r kinda lotsa new stocks coming in... then the sultan, did stock up the whole day !!! lol... kinda like when i first went there liddat... coz he was fucking late today mah... reached bout an hr later than our supposedly arrival time lor...

then i had excess cash at the 2 counter at the end of the day... *pRoUdS pRoUdS* hehe... and i was using 2 counters today.. kinda twisting and turning around while serving the next customer as the current one is digging for money... *pRoUdS pRoUdS pRoUdS* wahaha...

on monday was working wif sultan & xu xiao, a cheena guy frm tp... and there was short of $18+ frm cash registar 2... the one tt he's at most of the time leh... and yani said i've gotta fork out too... *CRIES* so unfair... i did serve at tt counter but he's at it MOST of the time !!! (can i not fork out? not my fault lehz! !!) and tt mhd. sultan takes forever to come back frm his dinner break... i know he breaking fast la, but no need a whopping 1-2 hrs rite? i finishing my break le then see him come back lor... i nearly fainted frm hunger ah !!! ( jus exaggerating la!) and yani kept calling mi bernice... -_-""" nvm la, i jus answer her lor... coz i noe she calling mi mah... bernice is at taka de... zuz, ur newbie yea... lol...

then i dun'ch noe y but i felt jovial working there, smiling or rather grinning at customers... but when it comes to the beefy customers, my blood will rush to my face & i'll b kinda shy & grin lesser lehz... wahaha... *sHy* (+^_^+) <- my face is kinda big hor? haha...

anyways, did i mentioned tt i went for dental appointment on monday... was late for about half an hr coz of my dad la !!! then ended up my doc was busy and their system kinda cocked up and i waited for a whopping 3hrs, patience is a virtue but there's a limit wat !!! thankfully, she see to mi before my virtue expired ah... kaoz...

then sho SHO SHO damn painful now lor... added 4 modulars to my tooth behind, 2 up & 2 down... so damn pain.. & there's tiny spikes? or watever u called it sticking out of the modulars & the wire of my braces is also sticking out lor... SHO DAM PAIN ARGH !!! made mi can't even eat properly... and i'm swallowing my food withput much chewing lor... coz the wires are PRICKING the insides of my pretty cheeks !!! OUCH !!! CRIES !!! i wanna hugga huggas... sob... VERON !!! ZUZ !!! where art thou?


hEyA! VeRoN:
dun abuse ur xiao ke ai le la !!! put hair band & make xiao ke ai sho pain neh... kiap the big big head till so small lor... OUCHY !!! wahaha... anyways, when u free this coming week? thur free bo? i was planning something for u, zuz n mi... so long no 3sOm3 le lehz... *geezheez*
mayb can go ur place & watch quill? coz maxim passed mi the vcd he lent, then we can bothe soak zuz wet frm our crying... *wagaga* then can go pig out also... ( provided we eat not so hard food coz of my given condition now k...) anyways, text mi when u free & asap k... need to plan my timetable...

hEyA! zU0:
so when u taking off days other than thurs? mi taking thur off to watch idol, & mayb request fri work till 6pm onli... then mayb tues off too... the rest of the day i wanna work le leh... i need $$$ for retail therapy, my darling jay's concert tix, & hp bill... wahaha... then mayb on thur, we can go movies, veron's place for vcd-ing while pigging out too... either we cook or we can jus do the easy way out, DA BAO!!! wahaha... & then can watch idol together, it'll be more fun than watching it alone lor... yeah, can bitch together too... *wInKs* but we need to confirm our off days soon k...

chiaoz peeps... muackkies... gtg orh le... time out: 3:48pm

depression.schizophrenia.memory problems.sleep problems.eating disorder.

i tink i hav all of the above... or am i simply deluding myself frm reality? i dun'ch noe... wahaha...

i tink my most serious problem will be insanity... am i losing it? or simply the lack of it? bothe i guess...

tml morning i'll be having a dental appointment at 8.30, and i'll be working at 7-11 frm 3-11pm... i tink i would rather work to death than indulge in my overdosage of teebee watching, rotting at home and sleeping...

anyways, HE'll be home tomorrow... HE's gonna go take 3 days of MC and stay home so tt HE doesn't hav to go back to camp... S.H.A.M.E on HE!!! btw, jus to fill u peeps in... HE broke up wif his gf alreadi... wahaha... no wonder i din see her for 3 weeks alreadi... congrats man! wahaha...

yeap ! this is my 69th times that i blogged... well...not including those times tt i edited the ones tt i alreadi blogged... hehe... and to commemorate such a special number of time, i shall name it bloggie 69... yeah... it's kinda a trend now huh, naming movies as code 44, ladder 49... so i jus follow the trend la, u like this name? i lurrve it... lol...

i'm bored at home... like super bored till my back is aching tt kinda bored... u getit? oh sheesh...

i was woken up by my dad this morning afternoon, when i was sleeping... yak and yak and nag and nag... so i went back to sleep to ignore him then when he finally left the house, i was back in my dreamland again... haha...

i woke up around 2-3+pm to get stuff done... i squashed orange juice... n i took a farking 2-3 hours to finish squashing the whole mountain of orangies tt piled up in my kitchen... sheesh... i din noe tt squashing orangies can be so soo farking tiring... i need to sleep... *faints*

then my mum came home and bought old chang kee curry puff for mi wif a tuna puff frm prima deli... it's my puffy day... haha... then i continue squashing orangies after a not so filling but still can make it super late lunch...

finally finished squashing all the orangies then i cooked dinner... *beams* i boiled the pork ribs, peeled the potatoes and carrots then throw everything inside to boil... vIoLa ! soupy's ready! and so i beat some eggs, and throw in the minced meat and steam the whole mixture... vIoLa ! the steam eggs' ready... then i finally washed the rice, add water and put to cook...

vIoLa ! dinner's ready... hmmm... now's the rating:
+ rice - not too bad... 8.5/10
+ steamed egg wif meat - egg too salty, meat is kinda tasteless... 6/10
+soup - look kinda milky and forgot to add rock sugar in... but the carrots and potatoes are soft and nice... 7.5/10
++ total: 22/30 i reckon i get a grade B for today's dinner... lol...
mayb if i did pasta, pizza, baked wedges and mushroom soup for dinner would get mi a distinction A... lol...

well... tml i'll be meeting maxim for movie, i tink i'll go his workplace to wait for him and gif him a pleasant surprise... i hope so... lol...

* vAn3 wan chocolate ice-cream... i miss u... *cries*

now is 3.36am wednesday 3/11/2004... i last slept on monday and woke up approximately around 2+ in the afternoon bah... haha... its been many many hours since i last slept neh, i dunno how to count... haha... go figure it out urself la... but i tink i'm getting high and can't go to sleep easily now... dun'ch noe why either, guess my system kena cocked up by mi, my ownself...

i watched my sassy girl this afternoon as teebee was showing it, it's as usually nice, hilarious, violent, sweet, touching and everything-that's-good... i realli like the sassy girl in it, she's veri pretty... lover her hair... so nice... and i dunno y, i jus feel tt veron is kinda like her... lol... also always bully bf de lor... wahahaha...

then daddy came back around 7 then brought mi out and meet my da gu and cousin for dinner... we ate at chong pang hawker neh... i had bits and pieces of chwee kueh and fried oyster and 1 melted-till-ice is-barely-there chendol... then came back home and continued to pigged, i had cookies and cream ice cream neh... yUmmY... oppsy... am i taunting u? lol... wahahaha...

was watching zhong yi da ge da, and guess wat... BEEFY GUYS !!! made in australia. yUmmY!!! lol... the australian beefy guys did those striptease on national teebee... woohoo.... *dRooL* hOt... oh yeah... finally, i can go to sleep now... sweet dreams... muahaha...

* vAn3 in her sweet dreams wif her beefy guy doing lap dance... lolx...

went out around 7+ in the evening to sun plaza to meet tim, it's his bday today... was on cab when veron called mi for help which i din do anything at all... i encountered same situation before lor, and i called her for help too... hahaha.... it's always our ownself think too much la... dun'ch worry gal, and i'll always be here when u need help k... mUaCkkIeS!!!

met tim, bought tix and watched "the grudge" that sarah michelle gellar was in... throughout the show i was wondering how come she doesn't appear too short in the film... i guess is the angle that the show is being filmed la... wahaha... and the show's scary elements are from the "ju-on" parts la, plus a 'lil of her screamings too... lol... but i got realli scared at times...

then after the show went to eat mos burger neh... i had corn soup, ebi rice burger, mos chicky and iced milk tea... BUT, i shared the food wif him... i wasn't tt pigged enough to eat all by myself okie... lol... i ate about 1/3 of everything... but everything is so so YuMMyLiCiOuS... we walked around abit sun plaza then he sent mi home, went to a mama shop near my place before coming home n he bought mi a tub of cookies and cream ice cream... YuMMy !!! and now i feel so pig... aRgHh... hahahaha...

reached home only to discover that he deposited a bar of chocolate, swiss milk chocolate liquid cointreau filling, into my bag... i jus ate it, i'm drunk now... lol... okie, i took 2 pieces after which i went to seek solace in my toblerone once again... haha... it jus ain't my cuppa... any volunteers to help mi polish it off? lol...

tml morning i got dental appointment at 8.15AM wor... lol... shoun't i be sleeping now? hahaha... nvm la... i'll go watch teebee while regaining some soberness then go orh orh... heh heh...


vid for the day: http://news.bullguard.com/swf/bulldogflash6.swf
courtesy of shamus... muahahaha.... thanx neh...

i am a PIG !!!

everyday sleep late, wake up late, eat late...

hey vAn3, GET A LIFE !!!