note: read the previous post befoe this post k.

okie, i'm back. went for more than half an hr of break. i think ms khoo gonna nag mi if she finds out. hope she won't find out la. hehe... okie, continue frm where i stopped...

i surprised mummy when i reached there... hur hur... then zuz's di, mr douglas came along. he's so erm... (nvm, jus can't find the right words) haha... then i ordered mixed grill. yummylicious! but i dun like the beef, chicken bacon and the semi-cooked egg. so yucky, the rest are great! zuz ate banana split, and his cherry was kop by the di. haha...

after the whole makan session, i then acc zuz go to polyclinic and get his mc. he came out of the consulation room and the first thing he said bitched was, the doc said he's coughing coz he's been smoking. zuz seemed pissed! i was laughing at it. i find it erm... funny? lol... yah, i find it funny.

then he acc mi home, and met up wif mr douglas again then the 2 of them followed mi home and waited for mi to clean up my april's mess and bathe before we can go town.

after which, zuz and i went town. meet xx and zati at heeren. walked around for xx pressie, so hard to find lor. tt xx la, damn fussy sial. haha... then we went walking around alot la. we combed the entire far east and STILL can't find anything suitable lor, it's like so >.< la. nvm, we'll try harder.

we walked till so late that most eateries are closed already and leaving only xx, leen, zuz and mi. we went all the way to nydc at wheelock to makan, and xx left coz its too late. ate mushroom ham ziti pasta, leen had chicken and grilled pepper ziti pasta and zuz had three amigos rice. mine is the yummiest and we 3, all had chewy cheese. yes, u HAD to chew the cheese. we also shared a iced manhattan mocha and a iced blueberry elephanccino. they both find it to sweet but i tot it's okie, i've got a really sweet tooth.

in the end we 3 spent less than $50 for the meal. lesson of the day: dun go and eat at the restaurant when they're closing soon. the food will taste sucky. duper sucky. yes, lesson learnt.

reached sch in the morning and heard frm ms khoo tt i can claim my ot leave, it's sorta compensation leave for coming back on sat. wheeeee...

so i left cc 1 around 12.30 and accompnay xx, leen and cheryl for lunch. i ate cheng teng only coz i'm meeting zuz to go causeway de jack's place makan. heh heh.

waited for tt chou nan ren for so long lor, said to meet at 2 and he was late and i was pacing around the mrt station. i tink the station staff nearly thought that i was some kind of terrorist liao bah. then we went causeway point la.



go makan now, continue later. wah lao! go north canteen never tell mi AGAIN lor. #$%^&*@

well well well... a very short update on my day.

morning: woke up at 4am plus and rushed to the toilet just in time to release my bladder. i really think tat i am getting old, body kinda malfunctioning already.

noon: woke up after getting too much of sleep and watched teevee, surfed blogs (fav pastime) and surf net.

afternoon: went out after bathing and get to the polyclinic around 4.18pm (they closes at 4.30pm *winks*). waited for quite long before seeing the doc for less than 3 mins. -roll eyes-

evening: went to sun plaza, ate mos burger. i tried the tiramisu finally, it is okay-ish only nothing too fabulous. then meet george, and we bumped into sangheetha. she seemed very surprised, pleasantly surprised i would say. i saw the whole bag of books she borrowed. 3 words, OH MY GOD. she had like.. erm.. 8 books, it is not those thin thin kinda books mind you. it will take mi 3 weeks to finish each book and she borrowed 8 books to finish in 3 weeks?!!! that is woah. period.

late evening: watched the show, and there's a question running in my head... why is it that sequence to a box-office hit is not as box-office hit as the first? i dun'ch know either. nevertheless, i enjoyed the show. it's nice! worth watching la.

night: daddy came and fetch mi after the show and he was drunk! i hate it when he's drunk, HE STINKS. and so i kinda yelled at him throughout the way back home. haha. i'm such a meanie. but, bleah! =p

late late night: i watched teevee (it's my most fav pastime, so can't help it). then was online and watch teevee and read some blogs and surf more net. the teevee's off now, tat expalins why i'm blogging now. i am getting warm and shall retreat to my comfy bed.

ta ta.


-conked out-

my apologies for absence!!! lol...

it's been so so long tat i last blogged that even myself thinks tt THIS is indeed an poor abandoned blog. putting myself in my own blog's shoes, i'm feeling that i AM indeed a irresponsible blog owner. *ashamed* lol...

okie, enough of these. since this is jus a small entry to show that THIS is not an abandoned blog, i shall end it here.

i'll be back blogging diligently *fingers crossed* after i've come up with a blogskin that i am happy with. till then.

ta ta.

i'm so so so so tired neh. i wanna blog alot of stuff neh. but had so much stuff to do, i still need to do my mmd ica. due on wed. habehs. +.+

things to do:
*MMD ICA - i'm jus halfway started, i'll prolly upload here also after i finish okie? i am proud of my work, sure it'll be a hit! ;x
*upload pics into my shutterfly (half-way done, patience is a virtue!)
*blog update !!!
*meditation. (ohmummmm...)

my birthday's over and i am very very happy... i jus wanna thank you ALL for making it so lovely... thanks so much...

MUACKS !!!

i've been feeling sick-ish since fri nite, after during the movie was feeling damn cold and kinda had a fight wif max and he did not hug mi to keep mi warm. tt hurts. ouch.


sat was a long day, real long.

i went to sch late for half an hr coz i was stuck in the traffic. then had to make phone calls wif a itchy, dry and irritating throat and lots of impatience. finally ended work and met veron around 2 at yck, terance (her god-bro/chauffeur/suitor) and her came to pick mi up at the mrt station.

went to wisma and walk around and then went over to taka. saw the strongman competition going on. went to find zuz coz i wanna pass him the seal i bought for him, veron got the penguin and i got the tortise. so cute rite? then he's realli busy coz of the crowd drawn by the competition. we then saw sherwin, he's frm our sch and got third despite being the youngest and smallest-sized among all the others, he's good. for more info, pls go to simone's blog. heh heh.

then mi and veron went to heeren, terance gotta go off and thus leaving us 2. heh heh. i'm 30000% sure tt i cracked her up quite alot, and y izzt tt she can always finish her food whenever she eats wif mi? am i tt appetising? pls say yes. lol.

we walk around so many shops and woah. i saw alot of stuff tt i wanna buy, but i'm too broke now la. then we went to new urban male, it's now my 2nd fav store liao. my first is still dorothy perkins. heh heh. then i like tt red tee, though i forgot wat is written on the tee. heh heh. i jus lurve the tees. so sexy. hmmmm.

and then we went to cine, drank at tcc. i had this coffee n banana ice blend drink, it's so bitter. can u imagine it, i was having a running nose, on the phone, drinking, flipping mag. all at the same time. faints.

then we went to take neoprint, lovely! hey veron baby, i lurve u. heh heh. then we went back to taka and see zuz before saying goodbye to him and then we went home. had a realli long talk on the way back home. i lurve long talks. i miss long talks. =) such a long day, so many things happened.

okie, i'm still sick. i'm off to sleep. so many things inside my head. head is just spinning non-stop. i need to sleep! *cOnKeD*



anyone wanna take mi to diana krall's concert? ^.^

i saw this super-long, interesting & meaningful post from someone's blog on an article from Straits Times when i was blog-hopping around. i like it quite alot and decided to post it here as i'm veri lazy and tired to blog. this is really meaningful, at least i tink so... =^.^=

Timing is everything, even in love. And when you are not ready to commit, you could end up regretting it. By Janice Wong.

SOMETIMES, timing rather than love decides who we end up being with - or without. Only some lucky people marry the loves of their lives. The rest marry the most suitable person who comes along when they are ready to settle down.

A friend in his 20s came to this conclusion after confiding in me that he had recently met a woman who is more attractive than his wife, and so occupies his thoughts more often than his wife does.

'If only I had met her before I got married,' he said wistfully.

But I think even if the love of one's life appears when one is single; one may not be in the right frame of mind to recognise him or her as such. And then love passes by.

Life is littered with near misses and lost opportunities.

I attended my ex-boyfriend's wedding last month, which triggered many memories.

We met five years ago when I was 23 and he 31. It was love at first sight. He had an established career, was down-to-earth and steadfastly religious. I was then working as an air stewardess and my head was - literally and metaphorically - in the clouds. I was also - well, let's put it this way - not religious.

Despite our differences, we were soulmates. We had the same quirky sense of humour and shared long, intense overnight conversations.

But human nature is perverse. When someone is excessively nice to us, we start taking things for granted, instead of appreciating them even more.

My ex sent me to the airport, fixed my PC, reminded me to take health supplements - and go to church. He had everything I could want in a husband - except that I was not looking for one. A boyfriend was all I could cope with then.

I loved fast cars, danced wildly at Zouk and took off on shopping holidays at a whim. My life revolved around I, me and myself.

In the six months that we were together, he popped the question several times and talked ad nauseam about having children. He wanted us to enrol for a Christian marriage preparation course.

Yes, I did often fantasise about a Vera Wang wedding gown, but I was at that stage of my life when I was more interested in Guess than Baby Guess.

And where - dare I admit it? - I still wanted to meet other men.

So I was a 23-year-old with the emotional maturity of a 13-year-old. Responsibility? Wasn't that for adults?

In short, I met Mr Right at the wrong time.

The more he talked about marriage and religion, the more I felt pressured and the more pressured I felt, the more irritable I became.I was too impatient to compromise. Every trivial matter blew up as a big deal. My mood obliterated the good in our relationship and reached a point where I just wanted out.

He was heartbroken; I was sad but relieved. He still called me regularly, beseeching me to change my mind.

The calls stopped finally after a year. Now and then, we say 'Hi' via e-mail.

I had a few painful relationships after that. Served me right! For, those rude wake-up calls were necessary for me to realise the meaninglessness of my hedonistic high life.

I missed the tenderness of my ex and began having second thoughts.

Perhaps I also felt more urgency to find someone marriageable before my biological clock reached zero hour. It dawned on me that I am not a pixie like Peter Pan who can flit around forever. One day, I'd wake up sick and alone when my fair weather friends flit away.

But I was too proud and too unsure of my ex's reaction to call him until last year.

The first thing he told me excitedly was that he had found The One. My heart tumbled to my feet. So, that's Fate.

If only I could turn back time. If only I had met him later. If only... what feeble words.

Sometimes, when the nights get lonely, I toy with the idea of marrying a platonic friend of mine, who often assures me earnestly that, if the worst comes to the worst, he'd be willing to marry me.

But I always dismiss that. I have already made one mistake. I should not make another by settling for second best merely for the sake of getting hitched - only to regret it soon after, as the guy who confided in me did.

Hopefully, the best is not over but yet to be.

*drum-rolling* vanessa is now officially known as shi-ba ba's vany poo poo !!! hey shiva! thanks lehx. -_-"""

heh heh. i'm proud! i hav such a special nick, i'm 30000% sure tt no other vanessa in this world got the same nick as mi. unless she has a fren like my shi-ba ba. wahahaha. now, take a look at the intimacy of our relationship.

shuld auld aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? says:
gd nitez vany poo poo
* [ van stupid ain't no vany poo poo ] * says:
hur hur...
shuld auld aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? says:
i always do
shuld auld aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? says:
muakz muakz...
shuld auld aquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? says:
sweet dreams
* [ van stupid ain't no vany poo poo ] * says:
u too...
* [ van stupid ain't no vany poo poo ] * says:
muacks !!!!!!


ops! my lao gong, my darling veron is jealous liaoz. tink i better stop flirting. that is, for the moment. hur hur.


sometimes, i jus miss my frens so much tt i wish time would jus stay there forever. But! if time were to stop and i wouldn't get to meet other nice pple to be my frens. life's jus like tt.



wat goes around, comes around. wat goes up, must come down. Karma.

i slept at freaking 5AM this morning in order to rush out a report. and the result? i completed about 1 paragraph of the report. and i need to hand in a 3-5 pages report lah.

okie, i admit tt i am distracted by many many interesting blogs, mp3s in my winamp spinning, and last but not least i prefer chatting to my peeps than to try and type out an interesting piece of good report that would land mi another A for my TEP result. wahaha. i am proud tt i got an A for eldc la, mayb i can make do wif a B now. for, thee is not greedy. lol. thee shall learn to be humble and eats the humble pie though i may prefer apple crumble pie. lol. okie, i wan the delifrance fruit tart instead, i would gif u a big wet kiss if u buy tt for mi and gif mi a pleasant surprise! wahaha.

okie, i went to sch feeling damn chaotic and realised tt i've got peer appraisal at 9am, which coincide with my crm training at 9 am TOO! so i hav to gif up the latter for i am more interested in getting the grades for mi AND my teammates. i'm missing iBid alreadi, i'll definitely miss the fun and all the laughter that i had at BPOS, iBid.

after the sharing session today, outside ltd4. the farewell party was held there, we took pics and everything and then i feel a sudden surge of emotions all swarm on mi and could feel tt my tears are all ready to rush out la. then i jus made myself kinda laugh and was okay-ish till more group pics then mi and the iBid gals were standing there and rini saw tt my eyes were kinda tearing alreadi then she told mi not to cry. haha. i was so huh? i wasn't gonna cry la, jus feeling emotional. i hate the feeling of departure. it jus feels sad. and makes mi feel sad too. okie la, i'm getting over it. coz life has gotta move on.

i went to my crm training at around 2+, it's boring la. it sounds like a pretty easy job to mi too. okie, tt andrew made it sound realli like a n easy job. heh heh. i am happy again. not's not so bad after all rite? *wink*

then finally remembered tt i wanna know my frens' results lor, oh my... first result i noe is veron's. she's damn gd la, she got 1 A and 2 B and B3 for her gp. so cool rite? and my son got the same grades. EXACT grades in fact. wahaha. hey son! momma's proud of u. wahahaha.

and the rest of my fren did pretty well too, dun be too dishearted okay? muacks! and heard tt hilman's the top student in yj leh! cheerios!

okie, this is jus a entry for mi to whine and complain. hehe...

U r bullying mi !!! now is 3.04 am and i should be on the bed soundly asleep yet i am still sitting in front of the com, the reason being... Mr Wanna-Be-Low-Profile is making mi send him songs lahs. i'm such a great fren lor! okie la, jus returning favour to him for keeping mi company and entertaining mi wif his senseless stuff. wahaha. hurmph! now he's telling mi to help him place his stuff on auction. *growl*

i haven't seen my 2 eye candies in sch for a long long time. it's giving mi depresssion!!! -van3 whines even more now-

anyway, i skip sch today. hur hur. i actually didn't wanna go sch but there's crm training today so i HAD to go sch. ended pretty early though, the briefing lec ended around 9.15 then had about a half an hour "training" then we were done at 10.30am. i was feeling so so so so so sleepy coz i slept at 5+ yday morning (i tink today will be the same too). and i had nothing to do in bpos coz i was too sleepy to do my report la. so i decided to went home. hehe... *grin*

and esther told mi tt she'll sign off for mi and i teased her. it was so funni la, coz it's always mi helping her and the rest to sign out then when she told mi tt she'll be helping mi sign out, i jus can't help but teased her la...

so sianz, today still gotta go work at 7-11 lor. BORING. this is getting mi to feel depressed too. i tink i wanna be some brat's tutor le la. heard tt pay is pretty gd!