Tuesday, March 28
i like to work. work keeps me busy, let me learn, gain lots of knowledge, and most importantly, provide me with moolah. $$$
i am having serious thoughts of stepping into the workforce, prematurely, as some would say. i do not know if i should wait 1 year and try to apply for a placing in the local uni or apply for a place in a oversea uni, or maybe i should jus work and study years later when i desire to study again. but, by then i would hav been too old to study already, no?
i know i lack the guts to go overseas, i hav too much to let go. there's just so much that i need to sacrifice that i did not even want to consider overseas education as an option. i also don't wish to be so far away from home.
if i were to enter the workforce now (though i'm already half inside), i might get drifted apart from george. there's just so much to consider.
i guess that, deep down inside my heart, i've already decided. i want to study again.
then there'll be new questions arising. where? what?
where should i study?
what should i study?
i'll try to apply for a placing in the business sch of nus & ntu.
if i were to get rejected, which i hope not. i'll then apply for sim or monash uni in s'pore?
zao zhi jin ri, he bi dang chu.
if i had known my situation today, i wouldn't have done wat i did. or would i still take the same steps? i do not know and i don't wish to find out.
yi han - regrets, regrets in life. humanity.
i am having serious thoughts of stepping into the workforce, prematurely, as some would say. i do not know if i should wait 1 year and try to apply for a placing in the local uni or apply for a place in a oversea uni, or maybe i should jus work and study years later when i desire to study again. but, by then i would hav been too old to study already, no?
i know i lack the guts to go overseas, i hav too much to let go. there's just so much that i need to sacrifice that i did not even want to consider overseas education as an option. i also don't wish to be so far away from home.
if i were to enter the workforce now (though i'm already half inside), i might get drifted apart from george. there's just so much to consider.
i guess that, deep down inside my heart, i've already decided. i want to study again.
then there'll be new questions arising. where? what?
where should i study?
what should i study?
i'll try to apply for a placing in the business sch of nus & ntu.
if i were to get rejected, which i hope not. i'll then apply for sim or monash uni in s'pore?
zao zhi jin ri, he bi dang chu.
if i had known my situation today, i wouldn't have done wat i did. or would i still take the same steps? i do not know and i don't wish to find out.
yi han - regrets, regrets in life. humanity.
Wednesday, March 15
greetings everyone!
gosh… i’m so bored that i’m actually blogging from my work desk… as usual, my upper-study is away conducting training and i have finished all the tasks on hand…. Well… except for those that i dunno how to do la…
i took a mc again yesterday, i had diarrhoea and a very serious cough… plus a sore throat and headache…. gosh… my head feels so heavy now…
i’ll be going for my dental appointment this fri, meaning i need to take a half day leave and i hope that my 2 mc(s) and the on-coming half-day leave won’t affect my grades… I really hope to score a good grade…
last fri is shuxiang’s bday and time flies… my bday is approaching soon… all of a sudden, i feel so old and unaccomplished… it’s like i’m already 20, into ¼ of my life already yet there is “jus so much” under my name…
i hope that after my attachment i can get a job and work for 1 year, save up and get my driving license… and now elizabeth is watching me write this post… she’s sick too… poor thing… jus like me… must be the stress that we’re facing… lol… oh! elizabeth is my ipp-mate… she’s also in the company but she’s in hr department…
went to read up pat’s blog jus now… luckily i got go kaypo, if not i won’t noe her bf’s name lo… never intro one neh… hope that she can pose their pics together then i can see… hehe.. =p
spotted a compatibility test from her blog and i did the test too.. heehee… results: http://www.myjellybean.com/soulmate/piscestaurus.html i is in a happy mood… *cough cough*
gosh… i’m so bored that i’m actually blogging from my work desk… as usual, my upper-study is away conducting training and i have finished all the tasks on hand…. Well… except for those that i dunno how to do la…
i took a mc again yesterday, i had diarrhoea and a very serious cough… plus a sore throat and headache…. gosh… my head feels so heavy now…
i’ll be going for my dental appointment this fri, meaning i need to take a half day leave and i hope that my 2 mc(s) and the on-coming half-day leave won’t affect my grades… I really hope to score a good grade…
last fri is shuxiang’s bday and time flies… my bday is approaching soon… all of a sudden, i feel so old and unaccomplished… it’s like i’m already 20, into ¼ of my life already yet there is “jus so much” under my name…
i hope that after my attachment i can get a job and work for 1 year, save up and get my driving license… and now elizabeth is watching me write this post… she’s sick too… poor thing… jus like me… must be the stress that we’re facing… lol… oh! elizabeth is my ipp-mate… she’s also in the company but she’s in hr department…
went to read up pat’s blog jus now… luckily i got go kaypo, if not i won’t noe her bf’s name lo… never intro one neh… hope that she can pose their pics together then i can see… hehe.. =p
spotted a compatibility test from her blog and i did the test too.. heehee… results: http://www.myjellybean.com/soulmate/piscestaurus.html i is in a happy mood… *cough cough*
Thursday, March 2
hello hah!!!
i'm so tired... i wanna sleep... i jus started my ipp (internship/industrial attachment) on monday, whereby i wakes up at 6am everyday to prepare to go work... Then, i'll reach causeway point to wait for company transport to pick us up a 7.15... Then i'll reach company by 8 and eats breakfast then i'll start work at 8.30... i'll work the whole day wih lunch break at 12... optional tea break at 3 and then i'll finish work at 5... after tt, we'll take the company transport back to causeway point and reach there by 6. - End of day-
now i am blogging coz the server's down and i can't access the drive where i saved my work... i is still very sleepy... today will be meeting up with lionel, sang, veron and zuz at orchard later... gonna go eat marche... hehe! the last time i ate there was almost a year ago, on my bday... we also take pic there... haha...
i also brought along my digicam today so that later can take pictures with them... hehe... i sneaked in the camera lor... coz not supposed to bring cameras into company... and the company is quite nice except for the many ma fan rules and regulations that i hav to follow...
more updates when i free k... muacks!
btw, i made my johari window too! http://kevan.org/johari?name=van3 hehe...
i'm so tired... i wanna sleep... i jus started my ipp (internship/industrial attachment) on monday, whereby i wakes up at 6am everyday to prepare to go work... Then, i'll reach causeway point to wait for company transport to pick us up a 7.15... Then i'll reach company by 8 and eats breakfast then i'll start work at 8.30... i'll work the whole day wih lunch break at 12... optional tea break at 3 and then i'll finish work at 5... after tt, we'll take the company transport back to causeway point and reach there by 6. - End of day-
now i am blogging coz the server's down and i can't access the drive where i saved my work... i is still very sleepy... today will be meeting up with lionel, sang, veron and zuz at orchard later... gonna go eat marche... hehe! the last time i ate there was almost a year ago, on my bday... we also take pic there... haha...
i also brought along my digicam today so that later can take pictures with them... hehe... i sneaked in the camera lor... coz not supposed to bring cameras into company... and the company is quite nice except for the many ma fan rules and regulations that i hav to follow...
more updates when i free k... muacks!
btw, i made my johari window too! http://kevan.org/johari?name=van3 hehe...
